Days like today make me miss the good ol' days.

Actually. . . they weren't that good. But there was something safe in how they were. Something safe in the fact I knew what was coming, knew what would change and knew what I wanted to change. Something safe in the predictability.

I miss the getting jitters, butterflies. I miss practices in the evening and being so sore I couldn't move. I miss weekend long tournaments. I miss being so bored I wanted nothing more than to escape on the next semi truck out of town on my way to Montana. I miss four hour long conversations about the meaning of life.

I miss all of that.

I miss my friends.

I just. . . miss it.

Silence Sucks Saturdays

So. . . you see what I did there. . . last Thursday? Well, I'm doing it again, but it's Saturday. My friend that also has a blog on here has a Wordless Wednsday, and I'm going to post something EVERY Saturday, and there will always be song lyrics even if that's the only thing present. So . . . here goes.

"Before we start to lose our minds

We're leavin' all the haters behind

Before the sun decides to hide

I know you think I'm maybe out of line

I'm scared to love what we love the most

It's only gonna take a little time

Before we start to lose our minds"

-- Wake Up, Awolnation

(Untitled) by Neverjinxd

Perhaps I'm a little lonely

Waking up in a strange land

Wishing I could save the things

So extremely dear to me

In a jar

Upon my nightstand

My heart hurts once in a while

More like once a day

Because of all the things

I never got to say

I just miss you

all of you

My dearest friends

You'll never be replaced

Even if you'll do

that unthinkable act

to me someday

Breaking Radio Silence

Tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

-"Drops of Jupiter," by Train

A Valentines Day Hope:

I hope for someone

Who can open my heart to the violins in their soul
The drumbeat in their heart
The passion in their voice
The music in their love