I need to write more. Not because people need to read it, which ,really, I'm fairly sure no one does unless I tell them to. But I need to. Because I think I've lost myself somewhere along the way. I am upset a lot of the time, either angry or sad or I just don't know. Maybe through writing I can find myself again. Except I feel as if there's nothing to write about, because I don't feel anything these days. I'm numb and even when I'm angry or sad I'm still numb. I hate that nothing really happens to me, and I'm still upset.
I can't even write about how I don't feel anything.
I need to find something that makes me feel.
God, this sucks
